2025 GOAL
Process the grief I am holding, and approach it with gratitude for the happy, healthy, good, and comforting things that exist alongside the grief.
Recognize when I am in a rebellious and self destructive state and move through it. Build a routine and don’t abandon it for fear of missing out on a fulfilling life in community. Trust community will be there still, in the time that you have available. Prioritize my responsibilities first.
2021 GOAL:
Define who I am NOW. Not who I was, but who I am now, and what I need and want.
Regain a belief in my own power. Stop living to other people’s expectations. Define my own expectations for who I want to be. Release the sadness. Ask questions from other people’s perspectives, but don’t absorb other people’s perspectives as the fact, just a perspective.
2018 GOAL:
Release resentment towards work or people. Release fear of what you cannot control in work and people. refocus your energy to your own tenderness and creative expression. Be the peacemaker who greets the anger/worry/stress/anxiety/fear/depression/resentment within and hug it, comfort it, nurture it with love. Discover new gratefulness where resentment and fear once lived.